I’m so sick of not being heard...
Do you ever feel like you live in a world alone?? Like no matter how hard you try no one sees you, no one notices you, and no one listens to you? I feel like some days renting a billboard, getting a plane to fly by with a message or better yet going on someone’s favorite tv show... just to get my message out... but sadly from experience that doesn’t even feel like it would work some days....
Why is it so important to be heard?? Why do we crave so much for people to listen and hear us and understand the words coming from our mouths? To me it’s a sense of respect. If I am important enough to you then you will listen and hear what I’m trying to say. If I’m important to you, you will try to figure out why I’m saying what I’m saying. What I am feeling behind these words that are being spoken. Sometimes it’s just a sign of acknowledgement when someone hears you. They show you they notice you!!
Sometimes that’s all we want.. to feel noticed in this big world...
We all get so caught up in this daily work that sometimes we get sucked into auto pilot and forget to notice the small things that don’t hold too much importance in our lives...I get it we’re all guilty. However we all assign tasks in our mind subliminally of order of importance. Hence why sometimes things don’t get done... because they weren’t important enough to us personally..
So when not being heard or felt like your words have even touched someone’s ears not being noticed.... it hurts... to feel in a world all alone without being heard... it hurts. It’s lonely. It sucks. Sometimes the people you want to hear you the most never will. You have two choices—- to be okay with that and go on with life. Or to not be okay with it and make a change. Rid that person of your life so they will never bring in that energy to you again or try to make it work...
Eventually no matter how hard you work on yourself sometimes your growth is still stunted by the environment your in. Sometimes it’s the people around you who keep polluting you. Sometimes it’s just you. In a world of where everyone desires freedom.... how much do you have to give up to get it??
How far will you go to be seen, heard, or felt?
When is enough enough??
When will you be heard??
Xoxoxo
-Rachel
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