So funny
It’s almost the end of safer at home and I’m freaking out I can’t get into my eye lash girl till May 25th
if then...
she might hold off one opening...
like the last beautiful thing I had left of me...
no
No it wasn’t the last beautiful thing
It was the last fake thing to go
I have had my nails done for years
I dye my hair once In awhile
I got my eye brows microbladed
I like to be tan
I whiten my teeth
But the lashes were the last thing I had to let go of!
My color touch up for my eyebrows was cancelled or rescheduled...
and I had this crazy idea to be a naked mole rat and accept having no lashes...
Then I thought back to the last time I had no lashes...
And it hit me like a ton of bricks..
The last time I had no lashes was the day I say my uncle for the last time...
I literally had so many other emotions running through my mind besides I don’t have any eye lashes I’m self conscious!!
Thank you Jesus for that..
I’m glad every day I wasn’t held back by self confidence so I could be in the moment. Be able to tape record it in my mind to be able to replay it any time I need to!
Don’t get me wrong it’s been great to really get back to my roots and really show myself I don’t need all this glam to feel good about myself. To love myself. That all comes from within!!
It takes time!!
It’s the hardest relationship you’ll ever be in.
It’s the most rewarding one if done properly!
It takes time
It takes patience!
You need to really work at it
And never forget about it
Fill it with love
Be forgiving
Be positive
Be real
Be healthy
Be raw!!
But I for sure have all my appointments besides nails set up so I can get back to my basics!! 😊
xoxoxo
-Rachel
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