It’s been one year
I hated my job
I was consistently on a roller coaster I couldn’t get off of till the end of the day and then it was the same thing all over again. I was anxious. Walking on egg shells was an under statement. I felt like a good day of work was like leveling up on Mario and not dying. 2 miles from work my heart would start to race, my hands would clam up, and I instantly dreaded going no matter how positive my morning started off. Once or twice a week I cried because I hated feeling the way I did. I hated the games, manipulation, lies, all of it. People who I thought I knew turned out to be the biggest two faced liars I have ever met on my life. And then I realized the only one who was truly lying to them self was me. I allowed this in my life. I let people push my around, lie, manipulate, literally play the big boys club right in front of my face. Folks this wasn’t a magic trick it was what you see if what you get and if you don’t like it leave.
No matter how broken I was I still knew it wasn’t my place. I had left before five years prior for similar issues why did I think it was going to get any better? I gave my career too much power over my life. I lost out on so many things bc I gave my everything to my job. A job that didn’t love me back. A job that didn’t serve me. A job who left me around people who were my biggest enemies and worst demise. It wasn’t the job that needed to change it was me who needed to go.
Just like we ask you to get rid of your limiting beliefs I had to get rid of mine.
If I asked you to quit your job today but could replace it for you with the same or more income? With less time for work and more time for play? Ditch the 9-5 lifestyle and the 4 walled office and trade it in for anywhere and every where at any given time.
What excuse would you give me?
Why couldn’t you do it??
Why isn’t it for you?
2020 isn’t dead
2020 isn’t over
There’s still 6 months
Be prepared for the unexpected
Level up now before your too far behind!
Xoxoxo
-Rachel
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